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      <title>We Don't Understand States</title>
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      <description>We use the language of nationalism to describe a system that was never designed to be national, and we treat states as administrative conveniences rather than the sovereign political societies the Founders understood them to be.</description>
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      <content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><picture><source srcset="/images/u/mh-benton/29809e8f-16ba-49c9-bb64-13a7e14d7073.avif" type="image/avif"><img src="/images/u/mh-benton/29809e8f-16ba-49c9-bb64-13a7e14d7073.webp"></picture>For more than two centuries, Americans have spoken confidently about their constitutional order while steadily losing sight of the foundational concept that shaped it: the state. We use the language of nationalism to describe a system that was never designed to be national, and we treat states as administrative conveniences rather than the sovereign political societies the Founders understood them to be. This confusion is not academic. It affects how we interpret the Constitution, how we allocate power, and how we understand our own political identity. The result is a country drifting between two incompatible models of governance—federal in text, national in practice—without fully committing to either. To understand how we arrived here, and how we might correct course, we must recover the original meaning of “state,” examine how sovereignty has shifted over time, and confront the consequences of living inside a system that no longer matches its constitutional design.</p><p>State has its etymological root in the Latin status, meaning condition, position, standing, or manner of being. Over time, the term evolved into its modern political meaning: a sovereign political society with a single center of authority. Japan is an example of such a sovereign state — one national government, organized into administrative units with no internal sovereigns.</p><p>The United States, by contrast, is not a single sovereign state in this strict sense. It is a federal union of states, each originally sovereign, joined under a federal government rather than a national one. The Constitution is the compact through which the states created that federal government, delegating specific powers to it while retaining all powers not expressly granted.</p><p>Before 1774, the colonies that would soon rebel against the British Crown did not see themselves as a nation or a federation. They saw themselves as separate political societies, each loyal—at least in principle—to the Crown, and united only by common grievances against Parliament. Even Benjamin Franklin, who spent years in London, represented only the interests of individual colonies such as Pennsylvania, Massachusetts, New Jersey, and Georgia. He did not speak for a collective American government because no such body existed. Until his humiliation before the Privy Council’s Committee for Plantation Affairs in 1774, Franklin considered himself a loyal British subject working within the imperial system.</p><p>By the mid‑1770s, talk of breaking with Parliament—or at least resisting its authority—was common in taverns, assemblies, and correspondence. But it was Franklin’s shift, communicated through letters and reinforced by his return to America in 1775, that signaled to colonial leaders that reconciliation was no longer possible. His conclusion that neither Parliament nor the King would defend colonial rights gave political elites a kind of permission structure—similar to the effect Walter Cronkite’s televised criticism of the Vietnam War had nearly two centuries later. If the Crown had lost Franklin, one of the most loyal and respected imperial figures, then the imperial relationship itself was beyond repair.</p><p>In the latter half of the eighteenth century, the Founding Fathers understood a “state” in the Lockean sense: a political society formed by the consent of its people and possessing its own sovereign authority. When the colonies declared independence in 1776, they did not create a national government with subordinate provinces; they declared thirteen separate, sovereign nation-states.</p><p>From Yorktown to the ratification of the Constitution, the central problem was that the precise relationship between these states and the central government was never explicitly defined. The Founders assumed the structure was self-evident: a state’s authority flowed from its people, who then delegated a limited set of powers upward to a federal union. In this framework, sovereignty moved from the people to the state, and from the state to the federal government—never the reverse. Under this arrangement, the states exercised oversight over the federal government as its creators, not its subordinates. To the founding generation, the federal government was understood to be a federal agent, not a national superior.</p><p>Prior to the Civil War, state sovereignty was a political given. Several states openly considered seceding from the “democratic experiment” whenever they believed the federal union no longer protected their interests. The clearest example is Massachusetts, which seriously debated withdrawal on multiple occasions—during the Louisiana Purchase, the Embargo crisis, and most dramatically at the Hartford Convention of 1814–1815. These episodes make Massachusetts the strongest pre‑1860 example of a state contemplating departure from what it understood to be a voluntary federal compact among sovereign political societies.</p><p>Massachusetts was not alone. Virginia, South Carolina, Kentucky, and the New England states collectively (in their discussions of forming a Northern Confederacy) all considered separating from the compact when they believed the federal union no longer served their interests. When New England explored the idea of a Northern Confederacy, it was not attempting to revive the Articles of Confederation but acting on the same compact‑theory premise later invoked by the Southern states: that sovereign states could withdraw from one federal compact and form another if the existing union ceased to protect their welfare. The recurrence of these debates across regions and decades demonstrates that the founding generation did not regard the Union as inherently indissoluble, but as a voluntary arrangement among sovereign political societies. The states did not see themselves as belonging to the compact, but as parties to it.</p><p>It is critical to understand that our modern view of statehood and citizenship differs sharply from that of the Founders. Until the Civil War, Americans primarily identified themselves as Virginians, Georgians, New Yorkers, and so on; the national label “American” existed, but it did not define political belonging in the way it does today. The shift from state‑based identity to national identity was gradual, cultural, and ultimately reinforced by the outcome of the war. It changed our understanding of both.</p><p>Today, we think of states as inseparable parts of a larger nation, as administrative units belonging to a single national sovereign. This reflects a national understanding of political order, not a federal one. The problem is that we now hold a national conception of the Union while still operating under a Constitution written for a federal system. Our modern understanding of a “state” was shaped not by the Founders or the ratifying public, but by later judicial interpretation. In Texas v. White (1869), the Supreme Court declared the Union “indestructible” and effectively vested national sovereignty in the federal government — a power the states never granted and never agreed to cede.</p><blockquote><em>It should be noted: Only after the Supreme Court asserted for itself the final word on constitutional meaning was it able to confer on the federal government powers the states never granted in the original compact. Judicial supremacy is a doctrine the Court gave itself, not one the Constitution grants, republican theory supports, or the Founders intended.</em></blockquote><p>Today we do not see states as participants in the federal government but as subordinates to it. We amended the Constitution in a way that removed state governments’ representation in the Senate. The courts, Congress, and the Executive Branch have routinely stripped points of self‑determination from state control in an effort to make the country more uniform. For example, state militias have effectively been supplanted by National Guard units that governors do not ultimately control — ultimate authority rests with the President. The states have become subordinate not through one broad proclamation but through a thousand incremental actions, reducing them to the subordinate position we accept today.</p><p>How we define statehood affects our daily lives. The line between state and federal responsibility is constantly shifting toward more federal (in practice, national) authority and less state sovereignty. This is not a partisan phenomenon. There are equally clear examples of conservatives supporting federal overreach when it serves their priorities, and liberals doing the same on different issues. Both political parties are willing to erode state authority when it advances a political goal.</p><p>States do push back, but the courts often muddy the water — sometimes siding with the state, sometimes with the federal government, and rarely articulating a consistent principle. The result is a patchwork of rulings that make it unclear where state sovereignty ends and national sovereignty begins.</p><p>The Constitution assumes that states provide the majority of laws and regulations that govern daily life. It does not support a national, one‑size‑fits‑all model of governance. Yet this is precisely where the modern tension lies. It is easy for someone to say, “I support X, so the federal government should impose it nationwide,” only to say the next week, “I oppose Y, so the federal government should leave it to the states.” We cannot have it both ways. States are either sovereign or subordinate. The Founders wrote the Constitution to maximize state sovereignty and strictly limit federal power. We have been blurring that line ever since.</p><p>One of the clearest examples of this tension is the death penalty. Nationally, it is difficult to reconcile that breaking a law in one state may result in execution while the same crime in another state results only in imprisonment. In 1972, the Supreme Court imposed a nationwide moratorium on the death penalty in <em>Furman v. Georgia</em>, halting all executions in the United States until 1976. It did not matter whether a state permitted capital punishment or not — the federal judiciary stepped in and said no. The Court held that the way states administered the death penalty violated the Eighth Amendment’s prohibition on cruel and unusual punishment, as applied to the states through the Fourteenth Amendment’s Due Process Clause. This is a clear example of federal authority overriding state criminal law, regardless of the diversity of state policy choices.</p><p>This lack of understanding of the boundaries between state and federal sovereignty allows the public to be led around by politicians with little or no concern for upholding the spirit of the Constitution. Changes serve political goals and not constitutional stability.</p><p>At times, the federal government has taken authority from the states for reasons that seemed compelling in the moment, only for the long‑term results to undermine the very justification used to seize that power. Federal control of education is one example: national standards were imposed to “fix” inconsistent state performance, yet the resulting system became rigid, bureaucratic, and so unworkable that even Washington eventually had to retreat from it. The same pattern appears in federal drug policy. Congress nationalized drug enforcement in the name of uniformity, but as states began legalizing marijuana, the federal framework produced the opposite — legal confusion, selective enforcement, and a patchwork of conflicting rules. In both cases, the federal government expanded its authority at the expense of state sovereignty, only to discover that centralized control often fails to deliver the benefits used to justify the takeover in the first place.</p><p>Of course, once the myth of federal uniformity fell apart, neither Congress nor the federal government restored the state sovereignty that had been taken. The points of authority remained concentrated at the federal level even after the original justification for centralization proved false. The structural reality is that every transfer of power away from the states strengthens the federal government, and once that authority is consolidated in Washington, it rarely returns to the states — regardless of the rationale that justified the shift in the first place.</p><p>In the end, most citizens in the United States do not recognize when the federal government takes away points of state sovereignty. Nuanced issues of sovereignty become lost in the politics of the day. Press the average citizen on what a state really is and the conversation ends in frustration and statements like “that’s just how it is.”</p><p>In the United States, the terms federal and national are often used interchangeably, but they are not the same thing. A federal government is one in which power is distributed among distinct, pre‑existing political units that delegate only certain limited powers to a central authority, as defined in the founding document — in our case, the U.S. Constitution. A national government, by contrast, is one in which all sovereign power is centralized in a single governing body, which then distributes authority to subordinate units as it chooses.</p><p>A useful way to understand federalism and nationalism is to compare two familiar hardware chains. Ace Hardware operates as a federation of independent, locally owned stores that voluntarily join together to share branding, logistics, and purchasing power while retaining control over their own operations. Each store remains its own business, choosing its own inventory, management, and priorities. Lowe’s, by contrast, is a single, centralized corporation in which every store is owned, directed, and governed from the national headquarters. The difference between the two mirrors the difference between a federal system and a national one: Ace is a union of distinct entities that cooperate while remaining sovereign, whereas Lowe’s is a unified enterprise whose parts exist only as extensions of the center.</p><p>The Founders envisioned the states as the Ace Hardware model: independent political societies that voluntarily joined a federation, delegated only specific powers to a central government, and retained sovereignty over everything else. In their view, the federal government was a shared service — a coordinating layer built on top of pre‑existing, self‑governing states. Our modern understanding, however, resembles the Lowe’s model: the United States is seen as a single national entity with states functioning as administrative subdivisions whose authority flows downward from Washington. This shift from a federated union of sovereign states to a national system of centrally directed units is at the heart of the confusion over state sovereignty today, and it explains why so many Americans struggle to articulate what a state actually is in constitutional terms.</p><p>In the end, we use the word nation when we really mean country. We default to national interests over state interests without realizing it. Yet the Constitution places state interests above federal interests in all areas except the limited powers expressly delegated to the central government. Politicians rely on national rhetoric and, in doing so, obscure our federal roots. Regardless of the language of the Pledge, we are not — and have never been — one nation, indivisible. We are fifty states, an independent seat of government, and several possessions, joined together for common purposes such as defense, treaties, and interstate commerce. At least, that is what the Constitution says we are.</p><p>It was from this position of complete sovereignty—possessing the power to levy taxes, enact laws, and declare war—that the states chose to delegate a narrow set of common functions to the new federal government. These were limited to areas where joint action was more efficient: foreign affairs, interstate commerce, a uniform currency, and a national postal system.</p><p>While the Founders were certainly flawed men, they shared a remarkable genius for compromise — from Roger Sherman’s Great Compromise that created the House and Senate, to the ratification compromise in which Federalists agreed to add a Bill of Rights in order to secure the support of skeptical states. They all understood that the immediate task was to create a functioning government; once the Constitution was ratified, the next task was to define the limits of federal power. That effort produced the Bill of Rights. Its central purpose was not to enumerate the rights of individuals but to restrict the federal government from infringing on the rights individuals already possessed and the powers the states already retained.</p><p>The Articles of Confederation had ensured that the federal government was weak — too weak, in fact, to withstand internal pressures or external threats. The Constitution corrected that weakness, but it did so with blunt specificity: the federal government would possess only the powers the states granted it in the charter.</p><p>The Bill of Rights reinforced that structure, most clearly in the Ninth and Tenth Amendments, which affirm that individuals hold unenumerated rights and that all powers not delegated to the federal government remain with the states or the people. These two amendments form the constitutional backstop against federal overreach. Scholars call them the Reserved Powers Amendments. I call them the Forgotten Rights Amendments — and, judging by its decisions, the Supreme Court seems to have forgotten them as well.</p><p>The scrimmage line of sovereignty moved back and forth for the next eighty years until the outbreak of the Civil War. Although the Constitution is silent on the right of a state to withdraw from the Union, the question was settled by force when the Confederate states attempted to do exactly that. After the war, the balance of sovereignty shifted decisively toward the national government. The adoption of the Fourteenth Amendment, the rise of incorporation doctrine, and Supreme Court decisions such as Texas v. White (1869) — which declared the Union “indestructible” and “perpetual” — all pushed the United States away from the Founders’ federal model and toward a national one.</p><p>The old idiom states, “Walk on the right side of the road, ok. Walk on the left side of the road, ok. Walk down the middle of the road, you get run over.” What we have today is a system in the middle of the road, half federal, half national. And the bus is coming! Neither law from Congress or fiat from the Supreme Court can change the plain federal text of the Constitution. It may be politically Convenient for the powers in Congress to push a nationalistic agenda and it theoretically stabilizing for the courts to support expanding national power, but ultimately all that's been achieved is to alienate state governments and dishearten citizens.</p><p>The hemorrhaging of state sovereignty toward the national center will continue until citizens become frustrated enough to replace Congress with individuals committed to restoring federal balance, or until the states themselves awaken and propose constitutional amendments that reassert their authority. There is little evidence that either national political party has any interest in altering the status quo.</p><p>Long periods without constitutional amendments tend to end only after monumental events. The longest gap — sixty‑one years — ended with the Civil War and the Reconstruction Amendments. The next longest — forty‑three years — ended in 1929 as the nation entered the Great Depression. We now stand more than three decades removed from the last ratified amendment. The cause and timing of the next amendment cannot be known, but history suggests that when constitutional silence lasts this long, it eventually breaks.</p><p>Continuing to govern in a hybrid system — part federal, part national — is not sustainable. At some point the country will have to decide whether a state remains a sovereign political society or becomes an administrative unit of a single national authority. Either model can work; both exist in the world today. But a federal constitution coupled with national behavior guarantees friction. Problems thought settled will return. Even now, we lack a coherent sense of who we are: Are we one people or many peoples? Where does sovereignty reside? Who holds ultimate authority? Ask a state and you get one answer; ask the Executive and you get another.</p><p>As it stands, presidents behave nationally, Congress defers to national expectations, states lose autonomy, and citizens are left without clarity about where power truly lives. The voices of nationalism seek to erase state identity. Our federal identity has become symbolic rather than structural. The result is growing disillusionment and cynicism about democratic participation. If this continues, our civic apathy will reach <em>Animal Farm</em> proportions — not through terror, but through neglect, forgetfulness, and the slow surrender of responsibility.</p><p>While a permanent solution is unlikely anytime soon, there are steps we can take as citizens to lessen the strain of living inside a hybrid federal‑national system. The first is to understand both how our government actually functions and how it was designed to function. We must restore accuracy in the language we use — reserving “federal” for the constitutional structure of shared sovereignty, and using “national” to describe centralized behavior or policies that operate as if sovereignty were unitary. At times the national descriptor is appropriate, as in the case of our federal system’s national debt, but we must be deliberate in distinguishing structure from behavior.</p><p>States within any federation will always face the consolidation of power — what political scientist Robert Michels called the “Iron Law of Oligarchy.” Even the Founders recognized the danger. As Patrick Henry warned at the Virginia Ratifying Convention in 1788, “...a consolidated government is demonstrably clear; and the danger of such a government is, to my mind, very striking.”</p><blockquote><em>Why a Governor as Head of State?</em></blockquote><blockquote><em>The term “governor” in the eighteenth century did not carry the subordinate connotation it has today. A governor was the chief representative of a sovereign power — whether that power was a king, a parliament, a congress, or the people themselves. A “president,” by contrast, was the administrative head of an elected or appointed body, a presiding officer rather than a sovereign executive. Even today, the administrative leader of the U.S. Senate is formally titled the President of the Senate. Our modern understanding of “president” is shaped not by historical usage but by the definition created in the Constitution.</em></blockquote><p>All evidence points to the Founders wanting the states to retain as much sovereignty as possible while maintaining a Union strong enough to deter aggression. One of the primary reasons for the Revolution was to throw off an overbearing central authority. The Crown and Parliament served as the model of what <em>not</em> to recreate. The Founders feared a hereditary king, a House of Lords, and a Parliament with supremacy over the states. Their intent was to create separate and sovereign states joined in a federal union — not administrative districts of a single national government.</p><p>It is true the United States has never been fully federal or fully national. The original design was national only where absolutely necessary and federal everywhere else. Madison called this arrangement a “compound republic”; today we might call it a hybrid. Yet the long march has been steadily toward the national pole. We could, if we wished, adopt a fully national government — write a new constitution, vest all sovereignty in a single national authority, and dispense with the states as sovereign actors. The easier and wiser course, however, would be to acknowledge that we have drifted off the charted course and adjust the sails accordingly. What cannot continue is the pretense: chipping away at the real sovereignty of the states while insisting that nothing fundamental has changed.</p><p>For clarity and the belief that no one of us is as smart as all of us, we need to change what we’ve done. We need to reeducate ourselves on the strengths and dangers of federalism as well as nationalism and strengthen our constitution in the direction “We The People” wish to go.</p><p>The United States stands at a constitutional crossroads. We can continue down the path of quiet nationalization—allowing federal authority to expand through judicial convenience and executive ambition—or we can reclaim the federal balance the Constitution was written to preserve. The Founders’ "compound republic" was designed to be national where necessary and federal everywhere else, blending unity with autonomy and cohesion with resilience.</p><p>That design has been obscured by generations of drift, but it has not disappeared. The task before us is not to resurrect an eighteenth-century world, but to recover the clarity of its principles: sovereignty must be located and authority must be defined. If we can evaluate our present condition without sentiment or partisanship, we can chart a course for the next 250 years—one that honors the constitutional architecture we inherited while adapting it to the nation we have become.</p>]]></content:encoded>
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      <content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>It was an overcast and rainy morning today and I thought I needed something interesting to do. An idea had been brewing in my mind for some time concerning AI. I took my published collection on poems (if you are one of the ten people that purchased it, you have my gratitude—and apology) uploaded it to Microsoft’s AI agent, Copilot. I asked Copilot to read the poems, pick the one it thought was most unique and conduct an interview of me as a reporter for Poets &amp; Writers would, then write an article.</p><p>The last think I will ever be accused of is being an AI expert. At best, it is a glorified search engine for me. Being a dinosaur, I'm perfectly happy with that. I really just wanted to see what it could do with limited input.</p><p>It read the poems, picked <em>Circular Logic, </em>and had several questions before it could conduct and interview. First is asked if I owned the copyrights, I do. Then is asked if I created the form of the poem, I did. It suggested calling the form Pivot Loop. I went with that. I always called it my “logic” form but am happy with Pivot Loop. Lastly, it asked if I wanted to include the full text and deconstructed lines in the body of the article, I said that was Okay with me.</p><p>It asked sixteen questions in two rounds of eight. After the first round, it provided a recap of its interpretation of my answers and asked me to confirm the contents. I did, then it asked the second round of question, expanding on the first round. Again, it provided a recap and asked it it understood my answers. It did.</p><p>Below is the article, presented exactly as Copilot created it. My only contributions were the poem, answering the interview questions and agreeing to the name Pivot Loop.</p><h2><strong>Inventing the Pivot Loop: A Conversation with Michael Benton</strong></h2><p><em>By [Staff Writer], Poets &amp; Writers–Style Feature</em></p><p>Some poetic forms arrive through centuries of refinement. Others appear suddenly, discovered in the act of writing by poets who follow an internal logic to its natural conclusion. Michael Benton’s <strong>Pivot Loop</strong> belongs to the latter category — a form born not from imitation but from revelation.</p><p>The structure emerged from a single poem, <em>Circular Logic</em>, written during a moment of emotional disorientation. Benton describes the experience as “feeling all turned inside out,” and the poem reflects that sensation through a looping, recursive architecture that became the foundation of a new poetic form.</p><p>Here is the poem in full, preserved in its original formatting:</p><blockquote>My eyes see a tarnished world</blockquote><blockquote>A world with stain</blockquote><blockquote>Stain my soul</blockquote><blockquote>Soul</blockquote><blockquote><br /></blockquote><blockquote>My soul feels an angry world</blockquote><blockquote>A world with hurt</blockquote><blockquote>Hurt my mind</blockquote><blockquote>Mind</blockquote><blockquote><br /></blockquote><blockquote>My mind needs a better world</blockquote><blockquote>A world with delight</blockquote><blockquote>Delight my heart</blockquote><blockquote>Heart</blockquote><blockquote><br /></blockquote><blockquote>My heart is a willing world</blockquote><blockquote>A world with trust</blockquote><blockquote>Trust my eyes</blockquote><blockquote>Eyes</blockquote><p>The poem cycles through perception, emotion, cognition, and trust, returning finally to <em>eyes</em>, the word that opened the poem. This return is not decorative — it is structural. The poem moves forward while folding back on itself, creating a sense of emotional recursion that feels both inevitable and surprising.</p><p>That looping mechanism became the defining feature of the Pivot Loop.</p><h3><strong>The Discovery of a Form</strong></h3><p>Benton didn’t set out to invent anything. “I wrote the first stanza and let it sit for several days,” he says. “I wasn’t sure what to do with it, but then it occurred to me to repeat the format using the word <em>soul</em>. After that, the other two stanzas came kind of naturally. It was almost an afterthought that I tied the word <em>eyes</em> back to the beginning.”</p><p>That afterthought turned out to be the key. The poem’s structure — four stanzas, each ending with a single repeated word that becomes the next stanza’s opening noun — created a closed circuit. The final pivot returned to the first stanza’s anchor, completing the loop.</p><p>Benton recognized the architecture only during revision. “It was when I was editing the poem that the structure became obvious,” he says. “My first thought was I should be able to use this again and express a different emotion.”</p><p>That realization — that the structure was repeatable — is what transformed <em>Circular Logic</em> from a single poem into the prototype of a new form.</p><h3><strong>Why One Word Matters</strong></h3><p>The Pivot Loop’s defining feature is its <strong>single‑word pivot</strong>. Each stanza ends with a lone word — <em>Soul</em>, <em>Mind</em>, <em>Heart</em>, <em>Eyes</em> — which becomes the next stanza’s starting point.</p><p>Why one word?</p><p>“I often find in poems one or two words that have more impact than the others,” Benton explains. “After completing the first stanza I knew the word <em>soul</em> was the one that had the punch. Once the stanza reduced to that single word, it became obvious I wanted to use it again.”</p><p>This minimalism is part of the form’s power. Unlike pantoums or villanelles, which repeat entire lines, the Pivot Loop hinges on a single lexical unit. The repetition is clean, sharp, and architectural.</p><p>Benton’s influences here are surprisingly humble. “I think the biggest influence as far as works would have to be things like nursery rhymes,” he says. “Their simple structure, keying on a point, gives the same sort of feel.”</p><h3><strong>Emotion, Craft, and the Middle Ground</strong></h3><p>Benton is candid about the role of emotional state in his writing. “One of the most frustrating things for me when writing poetry is to have a perfect idea but not be in the right head space,” he says. “When I’m happy it is next to impossible for me to write something melancholy. The reverse is equally true.”</p><p>For him, poetry requires a balance between emotional authenticity and technical discipline. “If I don’t balance the two, the work will be lacking. I can make a technically perfect poem that has no heart, or I can write entirely from the heart and create prose. Poetry lives in the middle.”</p><p>This philosophy aligns naturally with the Pivot Loop. The form’s structure provides discipline; the pivot words provide emotional propulsion. Each pivot becomes a stepping stone from one emotional state to the next.</p><h3><strong>The Form’s Thematic Tendencies</strong></h3><p>Does the Pivot Loop lend itself to certain themes?</p><p>“I think it can be very useful for introspection,” Benton says. “Poets naturally move from one emotional place to another. Finding a key word is simply a stepping stone on that path.”</p><p>But he doesn’t see the form as limited. The loop can carry any emotional or conceptual sequence — grief to acceptance, anger to clarity, confusion to resolve. The structure is flexible enough to support a wide range of thematic arcs.</p><h3><strong>Rules, Freedom, and the Modern Poet</strong></h3><p>Benton believes poets should understand formal constraints, but not be bound by them. “By challenging yourself to stay within the limits and rules of a particular format, you sharpen creativity,” he says. “You may have the perfect word, but if it doesn’t fit, it can’t be in your poem.”</p><p>But he also believes in freedom. “Once you understand the rules and when you deviate from them, you can open up a whole new world. When poets push the boundaries of formats, new formats appear.”</p><p>This openness extends to the Pivot Loop itself. If another poet wanted to modify the form — add stanzas, alter the pivot pattern, or break the loop — Benton would welcome it.</p><p>“I would hope they simply state, ‘I started with Pivot Loop and grew from there,’ and made it their own.”</p><h3><strong>Minimalism and Modern Vocabulary</strong></h3><p>The Pivot Loop is intentionally spare. No rhyme scheme. No meter requirement. No syllabic constraints.</p><p>“There are enough sonnets in the world,” Benton says with a wry edge. “Writers and poets today tend to have a more limited vocabulary than poets in Shakespeare’s time. I think leaving room for creativity without rules is the proper thing.”</p><p>The Pivot Loop’s minimalism is not a lack of structure — it is a deliberate openness. The form provides a skeleton; the poet supplies the muscle.</p><h3><strong>What He Hopes Readers Experience</strong></h3><p>Benton’s hope for readers is simple and precise.</p><p>“If someone reads the poem, thinks for a moment, and then says, ‘Wait a minute — what did I just read?’ and reads it again, it will have done its job.”</p><p>That moment of recognition — the realization that the poem has looped back on itself — is the Pivot Loop’s signature effect. It invites rereading. It rewards attention. It creates a sense of conceptual recursion that mirrors emotional recursion.</p><h3><strong>A Form That Feels Inevitable</strong></h3><p>Benton didn’t set out to invent a form. He set out to articulate a feeling. But in doing so, he discovered a structure that feels both new and inevitable — a form that captures the cyclical nature of thought and emotion with elegant simplicity.</p><p>The Pivot Loop is now codified: four stanzas, four lines each, a single‑word pivot that becomes the next stanza’s anchor, and a final pivot that returns to the beginning. But Benton is not territorial. He sees the form as an offering, not a boundary.</p><p>“I didn’t create it for other poets,” he says. “But if someone wants to use it, I’d be very happy — and I’d love to read the work.”</p><p>In a poetic landscape where innovation often comes from breaking rules, Benton has done something rarer: he has created a new one.</p><p>And like all good forms, the Pivot Loop feels less like an invention than a discovery — something that was waiting to be found.</p><p>---</p><p><br /></p><p>It is true to the interview and impressively stayed on point. It is perfect? Or course not, but neither would be one actually created by a reporter. Had a reported conducted the interview, even on the phone, they would have keyed on the emotional feel of my responses as well as the words spoken. That is something the AI I have access to will not do. Who knows what the deep-fakers and clandestine 3-letter agencies have access to.</p><p><br /></p><p>I’m not sure what to make of it all. With the push of a few buttons, Copilot created an article that holds water. Maybe not in the best format but it is better than a lot of what passes for articles actually created by people.</p>]]></content:encoded>
      <pubDate>Mon, 01 Jun 2026 17:11:47 +0000</pubDate>
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      <title>Why Your Images Get Stolen: The Science Behind Safe Sharing</title>
      <link>https://tuhat.net/@mh-benton/p/why-your-images-get-stolen-the-science-behind-safe-sharing</link>
      <description>Almost every creator and photographer has had their work stolen or used without permission.</description>
      <dc:creator>mh-benton</dc:creator>
      <content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>It is important for photographers and content creators to understand the
images they post on line, either on social media or a web page, and
how they can be used by others.  Almost every creator and
photographer has had their work stolen or used without permission.
While it is next to impossible to prevent it all, there is a strategy
that severely restricts what can be done with misappropriated work.
Most of all, high-resolution original works should never be posted
when an appropriate copy can be displayed with virtually no
difference in quality on a screen. In the roughly 100-years digital
images have existed, much has changed in the delivery but at its core
sharing am image today is not all that different than it was in the
beginning, a digital copy is sent from point A to point B.</p>
<p><picture><source srcset="/images/u/mh-benton/59dab435-602c-41fe-8933-329443a562ca.avif" type="image/avif"><img src="/images/u/mh-benton/59dab435-602c-41fe-8933-329443a562ca.webp" alt=""></picture></p>
<p>Social media is often credited with changing everything. The jury
is out on “everything,” but it has unquestionably transformed how
images are shared. Yet the story of digital imaging begins long
before Myspace, Twitter, or smartphones. At its birth in 1921, image
transmission worked much like telegram delivery over telegraphic
networks. A photograph was carried to the London office of the
Commercial Cable Company (CCC), digitized using the Bartlane system,
and sent across the Atlantic through CCC’s submarine cable. At the
New York landing station, another CCC office decoded and printed the
image, then delivered it to newspapers. The process was slow,
error‑prone, and narrowly scoped — but it opened the door to
the digital age that followed.</p>
<p>From 1921 through 1957, when the first digital image was produced
without film, the science focused on improving image quality for
newspapers, scientific institutions, and governments. In the 1960s,
NASA entered the digital‑imaging arena, transmitting lunar and
planetary images back to Earth as digital telemetry. For the general
public, the breakthrough came in 1970 with the invention of the
charge‑coupled device (CCD), which finally created a path
toward electronic image capture. Even then, it took nearly two
decades before the first commercially available digital cameras
appeared between 1988 and 1990.</p>
<p>The 1990s brought a new problem: image quality combined with
accessible editing software. Adobe Photoshop made it trivial to
alter, repurpose, and steal images. Ironically, the first major
copyright fight over digital images did not involve digital cameras
at all, but flatbed scanners. In 1993, Playboy Enterprises sued the
operator of an electronic bulletin board service hosting high‑quality
scans of Playboy magazine photographs — copies sharp enough to
rival Playboy’s own files.</p>
<p>With improvements in cameras and the ubiquitous presence of cell
phones producing high‑quality images, theft of content for
resale is common and, in many cases, criminal. Posting copyrighted
images to social media without profit is not a crime, but it can
violate civil copyright law. For photographers, trying to keep up
with it all is like trying to take a sip from a fire hose — the
volume of copyright violations is overwhelming, and it never stops.</p>
<p>This is why it is imperative that photographers and social‑media
creators understand the science behind images and how to share them
without making those images easy to steal or repurpose. By default,
cameras and editing software produce files intended for
print—300‑DPI, for example. That level of resolution prints
beautifully, and most printers require something in that range to
deliver the quality people expect. Electronic displays, whether on a
desktop, laptop, tablet, or phone, do not care about 300‑DPI.
They care about pixel dimensions and aspect ratios. A 5×7 image at
300‑DPI (1500×2100 pixels) appears identical on a screen to a
5×7 image at 50‑DPI (250×350 pixels).</p>
<p>Keeping with the 5×7 example: a 300‑DPI file can be enlarged to roughly
20×30 inches before quality visibly collapses; a 5×7 at 50‑DPI
can barely reach 4×6 inches before falling apart. But once either
file is uploaded to Instagram, the platform discards the DPI, resizes
the image, and outputs the same 1080×1350‑pixel derivative.
That means both versions look identical inside Instagram, but only
the original 300‑DPI file contains enough embedded data to
survive enlargement in the real world. A thief can still take the
Instagram version, but what they get is limited to Instagram’s
reduced resolution—not your print‑quality master.</p>
<blockquote>
<p>DPI vs. Pixels
Pixels are the actual dots of light
on your screen; they are the only units a display can show. DPI is a
printing instruction that tells a printer how tightly to pack pixels
into physical inches of paper, and it has no effect on how an image
appears on a screen.</p>
</blockquote>
<p>What is a print‑quality master? It is not your original
digital file, nor should it be. Modern editing software works
non‑destructively, preserving the original capture exactly as
it came from the camera. The Print‑Quality Master (PQM) is the
exported file you create for printing—full resolution, full detail,
and sized for the print dimensions you intend. A single original
image may require multiple PQMs if you produce different crops or
aspect ratios.</p>
<p>The real danger is allowing access to your PQMs. Uploading
high‑resolution files to a website where downloads cannot be
controlled is a mistake. A 4800×2700, 300‑DPI PQM contains far
more printable information than any social‑media derivative.
Once uploaded to Instagram, for example, both a 300‑DPI and a
50‑DPI version are reduced to the same 1080×1350‑pixel
file. The output is identical, but if you post a PQM someplace it
will retain enough embedded data to produce a high‑quality
print. A better choice is not to create high-resolution images unless
needed for a specific reason, like sending to a print service.</p>
<p>In the end, protecting your work online comes down to
understanding what you are actually sharing. Screens only display
pixels, platforms discard DPI, and social media reduces everything to
its own internal limits. What matters is not the camera you used or
the resolution you captured, but the version of the file you choose
to publish. When you post only web‑safe derivatives and keep
your print‑quality masters offline, you control what others can
do with your images. Thieves may still take what they can see, but
what they get is a low‑value copy, not the high‑resolution
asset you rely on for printing, licensing, and sales. The strategy is
simple: publish only what cannot be misused, and keep the real files
where they belong — with you.</p>
<hr>
<h2>Website Image Best Practices</h2>
<p>A photographer’s website must display images that appear sharp
and professional on any screen while containing too little embedded
data to be useful for printing. It is the same for social media, but
the sized are dictated by the individual sites. In both cases, the
objective is simple: **deliver
visual quality without delivering printable files.</p>
<h3>1. Limit Pixel Dimensions</h3>
<p>Use images between <strong>1600 and 2048 pixels on the long edge</strong>.
This range renders cleanly on phones, tablets, laptops, and 4K
monitors, yet collapses if someone attempts to print it.</p>
<h3>2. Control File Weight</h3>
<p>Export as JPEG, sRGB, 70–80% quality. This preserves on‑screen sharpness while
stripping enough data to prevent enlargement.</p>
<h3>3. Ignore DPI</h3>
<p>DPI has no meaning on the web. Browsers read pixel dimensions only.
A 2048‑pixel image at 50‑DPI and the same image at
300‑DPI are identical online.</p>
<h3>4. Remove Metadata</h3>
<p>Strip EXIF and IPTC data unless you
intentionally include copyright fields. Metadata can expose camera
settings, GPS coordinates, and other information that does not belong
in public files.</p>
<h3>5. Limit Direct Downloads</h3>
<p>Use a lightbox viewer or disable
right‑click saving where possible. This does not stop theft,
but it raises the cost and prevents casual extraction.</p>
<h3>6. Watermark Only When Necessary</h3>
<p>If you watermark, keep it subtle and
consistent. Watermarks deter casual misuse but should not degrade the
viewing experience.</p>
<h3>7. Never Upload Print‑Quality Masters</h3>
<p>Your PQMs belong offline. A 4800×2700,
300‑DPI file is a printable asset; a 2048‑pixel
derivative is not.</p>
<h3>8. Match Aspect Ratios to Your Layout</h3>
<p>Export images in the aspect ratios
your site uses. This prevents server‑side resizing, which can
soften edges or introduce artifacts.</p>
<h3>9. Test Across Devices</h3>
<p>Verify that your images load quickly
and look sharp on a phone, a laptop, and a large desktop monitor. If
it looks good on all three, the export settings are correct.</p>]]></content:encoded>
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      <title>My Father's Answer</title>
      <link>https://tuhat.net/@mh-benton/p/my-fathers-answer</link>
      <description>Lying on that bed, dying, he still had the answers I needed to hear.</description>
      <dc:creator>mh-benton</dc:creator>
      <content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>(repost, but still very relevant)</p>
<p>In the summer of 2001, I was the director of engineering for a large company in eastern North Carolina; the day had been long and taxing, like most of my days during the heat of summer.  Increased power needs, to keep the plant cool, were taking our systems to the very limits.  How could I know later that night the test of my own limits would begin.</p>
<p>Like most boys, my father was my hero.  He was a big man physically, his personality more gentle than rough.  Given his size, it was easy for him to be that way.  For me, he always had the answer.  One day, during the first grade, he showed up at school to pick me up for a doctor’s appointment.  Filling the frame of the classroom door, I had to smile at the comments of my classmates: “He’s a giant!” exclaimed one; “Wow, is that you’re Dad?” asked another.  It was always like that with my Dad; he always commanded a calm strength, through either his size or his character. Nothing could ever beat him in my mind.</p>
<p>It was 9:15PM one late August night.  I had just settled into bed, as the next day was due to start well before sunrise.  I almost did not answer when the phone started ringing; I was in no mood for another silly question from work.  I did answer.  The sound of my father’s voice gave me some concern; it was not our routine to talk on the phone much.  Someone must be sick or been hurt in some way.  My father and I had fallen into a strange distance from one another.  I guess most do, as sons become men on their own.  I braced myself and asked, “What’s wrong?”</p>
<p>“I have lung cancer.”  The words swam around in some misty haze in my head.  I heard them; they simply could not be the truth.  After a few uncomfortable moments getting my wits about me, the questions started.  “What does this mean?”  “What are you going to do about it?”  What do you need me to do…,” I rapid-fired questions off at my father as if from the barrel of a machine gun.  “I’m going to the Mayo in Jacksonville,” he replied in a strong, calm voice.  Again, he had the answers.</p>
<p>Over the next few months, I made it a point to visit with my Dad.  Making time when something as this happens to a family member is understandable.  Reflecting now, I can only regret not doing more of that all along; we always make time when time is the commodity we see running out.  A surprise trip for Father’s Day was the first time I noticed something was different.  It was nothing overt or dramatic.  More the little things only noticed by someone that has distance between visits.  For the first time, true fear swelled inside me.  I would not allow myself to feel in my heart what my head was telling me.  It was not something I wanted to talk with my Dad about; but my head won out.  With his quiet dignity, he answered my concerns and reassured me.  I believed that if anyone would beat cancer, it would be him.</p>
<p>As the year went on, the heat of the new summer was approaching.  Things with Dad were going as well as anyone expected.  My fears began to subside.  Dad even joked at how the chemo was doing just the opposite of what he was told it would do.  Instead of losing his hair, a snow-white abundance covered his head.  No appetite?  Not my Dad!  He was eating everything in sight.  As late July arrived, I was hopeful about life.  My job was doing great; Dad was doing great.  Maybe the last year had produced for Daddy the result he has said.  He would beat this.  I was not surprised – Daddy always had the answers.</p>
<p>Again, a phone call in the night would change all that.  This time it was my Aunt, “You need to come see your Dad.”  This time there was no confusion.  It was something in her voice.  “He is in the hospital and wants you to come see him.”  The same call was made to my brother and sisters.  Daddy was calling the family close to him.</p>
<p>I talked with my boss and explained the situation.  To his credit, he simply told me to take all the time I needed so I was off on the six-hour drive home.  I went right to the hospital.  Finding my way through the labyrinth of wings, halls, and floors, I found Daddy’s room.  My stepmother was in the room with him.  I grew up with the fortune of four parents; my father and mother divorced before I was even in grade school and both remarried. I had four good, strong role models in my life. Daddy was sleeping, so I greeted my stepmother, Pat. She looked tired..</p>
<p>As a nurse, Pat was well accustomed to the routine of a hospital.  This was both a blessing and curse.  She could resolve any minor problems but it also gave insight into what was not being said.  She knew then my Dad’s time was limited and it showed.  She had spent the last few days at his side and that too showed.  She did not want him to be alone.  Looking at her and my Dad, I made up my mind then - I called work and told them I was not going to be back for some time.</p>
<p>Daddy needed constant care.  Pat had been that care day and night.  She would not go home to sleep.  Taking my father’s example, I calmly told her I would stay with Daddy each night so she could go home and sleep.  At first, she was against the idea.  I further explained that it would do no one any good, especially Daddy, if she became sick also.  Pat reluctantly agreed.</p>
<p>I spent that night in a chair by Dad’s side.  I gained a fuller appreciation of Pat’s exhaustion.  Hospitals are full of activity day and night.  Everything from the nurse making rounds to the person cleaning the hall seemed loud.  Looking back, I was being overly sensitive.  I have a deep respect for hospitals and the work they do, but it is not a good place to die, at least not for Daddy.  We all understood that was the road we were on.  The first order of business was to get Dad out of there.</p>
<p>The next morning, when Pat arrived, she asked me to visit a local hospice and see what I thought of it.  She had been by before she came to the hospital that morning and they were expecting me.  For most of us, judging the relative decency of a hospice is about as familiar as quantum physics, I had no idea what to look for or what kind of questions to ask.  Thank God, the staff at the hospice understood.  In a short time, I was convinced this was the place for my Dad.  By the time I relieved Pat for the night, Daddy was resting comfortable in a nice room at the hospice.  It even had a view.</p>
<p>My father needed assistance walking and was very weak.  He was in little pain and his mind very alert.  I truly think it was only the loss of his self-reliance that bothered him.  He did not like to ask for help.  Over the next few days, we came to an understanding of how we would operate in the environment of the hospice.  Each evening Pat would leave us with instructions for the night, we agreed to them but as soon as the coast was clear, Daddy set the schedule for the night.</p>
<p>Most of my life I knew my Father as a stoic man.  He did not suffer his problems on others.  Showing emotions did not come easy for him.  Now, within the confines of that room, our relationship changed.  Still not complaining, Daddy became more open with me about his feelings and life.  Not one time did I hear my Father complain about his situation.  I stated how unfair it was for him to have lung cancer; after all, he quit smoking over 30 years before.  He simply reminded me that life is all about choices.  He made his the best he could with what he knew at the time and was not going to regret it now.  Moreover, he did not want me to show him the sadness I felt.  He needed me to simply enjoy his company.  From that moment on, that is how it was.</p>
<p>Over the next week, my father was getting weaker and weaker.  More than assisting him now, I was carrying him to the bathroom.  I promised Pat I would not leave him for a moment, but I had to allow my Father the dignity of privacy when I could, he did not ask, it was something I just knew to do.  It is hard to convey how you can have such joy while feeling such total pain in your soul.  It was time for me to be there for my father.  I have wished my whole life to make my father proud of me, every boy does.  One bad night, that became the subject of our talk.</p>
<p>It was sometime after 2:00AM, Daddy needed to go to the restroom.  I was having a hard time by this point and he knew it.  When we finally got him back into bed and all tucked in he told he was very proud of me.  “I want you to know I am proud of you,” he started.  “Not for all this,” referring to staying with him at night.  “I am proud of you for who you are.”  Without saying a word, I sat in the chair and placed my head on his bed. To say I was crying does not cover it; I was sobbing. Daddy simply put his hand on my head and told me it was okay. Lying on that bed, dying, he still had the answers I needed to hear.</p>
<p>The next night things had worsened.  No longer would we be making trips to the bathroom.  No longer was his mind sharp.  It seems he had accomplished all that he needed to and was now ready to slip away from us.  We made it through that night without speaking.  The next day, Pat had arranged for Dad to get a bath.  They have a special one there for people that cannot take one on their own.  I arrived to find Daddy calm and relaxed from it.  He had said his goodbyes to everyone and no longer wanted visitors.  It was Pat and me now for the most part. Daddy’s time was very near; Pat knew it more than me. I still had that small part of me that refused to think this could be happening to him. We settled in for the night.</p>
<p>I had been bringing a book with me for the last few days as Daddy mostly slept now.  I think I had read every book the hospice had to offer so now I was adding to their selection.  It was sometime after 8:00PM and Daddy’s breathing became labored.  I called the family caregiver (I am sure that is not the right term, but they do so much for people it fits much more than nurse); he did not have to say it was time—I knew it.  I held Daddy’s hand for the last time and told him that I loved him and that it was okay; everything was done and he need not worry anymore.  Even though I said it, it was more like him talking to me, trying to make me understand.  I did understand.  He gripped my hand, with that took one more breath, and was gone.</p>
<p>I called home to tell Pat and she came right away.  Strangely, I didn't cry.  I thought I would.  I had calmness about me.  I had not yet understood the gift my father had given me over the past two weeks.  Now I simply felt at peace with him.  I think about that time now often.  Everyday something from it inspires me to do better.  I am so thankful to have had the privilege of spending that time with my father.  More than watching him die, I watched him live until the very end.  With his last breath, he gave me one last answer – everything is okay.</p>]]></content:encoded>
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      <title>Jack Kerouac Was A Friend Of Mine</title>
      <link>https://tuhat.net/@mh-benton/p/jack-kerouac-was-a-friend-of-mine</link>
      <description>Andy Warhol famously said, “In the future, everyone will be world‑famous for fifteen minutes.” He had no way of knowing even that would be too long.</description>
      <dc:creator>mh-benton</dc:creator>
      <content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>I’ve often said that Jack Kerouac is important to me. The look people give me when I say that always carries the same question—why? These are old thoughts, dusted off, offered as an answer.</p>
<p>Jack Kerouac was a friend.</p>
<p>All right, not literally—I never met the man—but we’re kindred spirits. His writing spoke to me the way a friend’s voice does. We even share a birthday, forty years apart. He was one of the early beatnik bohemians; I’ve been told I’m one of the last. That may or may not be true. Either way, it’s not something I’d claim for myself.</p>
<p>People romanticize the idea of living with reckless abandon. Others think it’s foolish. I don’t believe that’s what Kerouac did, and it’s not what I’m doing. I live true to myself and make no apologies for it. So did Jack.</p>
<p>I’m a creator—but not the modern kind that posts constantly, chasing clicks. Too many of today’s “creators” skim across life like stones on a pond, touching only the surface before moving on. The content is fast, compressed, and shallow. Worst of all, it’s rarely original—just recycled fragments of other recycled fragments. It cheapens the creative process.</p>
<p>I enjoy that process. I like the time it takes to understand something and the moment when the fog lifts. That’s where Kerouac influenced me. Not in style, but in his commitment to making sense of the life he was living, even when others saw only chaos. People assume bohemians value freedom above all else. It’s an easy assumption, but a shallow one. Freedom isn’t the goal; it’s the tool. It gives you the space to say, “Today I learn. Tomorrow I create.” But freedom is a choice. You have to choose learning first and posting second—maybe third. Social media is an echo chamber for writers. Jack never faced that problem, but I’m certain he would have hated it. I certainly do.</p>
<p>I am a poet at my core. I take life in, let it move me, let it change me, and then I write from that place. I’ve had success, though I’m not a household name—and that was never the goal. Not every poet reshapes the world the way Kerouac did, but we do create the first small tremors that can lead to larger shifts. That’s enough for me. My poetry’s audience is the ones that consider the point my writing makes, not the ones that necessarily like it. Love and hate aren’t opposites. Love and apathy are. If you love my work or hate it, it’s done its job—you considered it. If you feel nothing, if you are apathetic, I failed. Jack believed engagement mattered more than approval. I agree.</p>
<p>He and I differ on one major point: self‑destruction. I’m not sure he recognized how destructive his life was, and I’m not sure he would have cared. It was simply who he was. My only vice is coffee—by the gallon. Black is best, though I’ll take cream if I’m forced to drink Starbucks. And unlike Jack, I edit. I revise. I rethink. He believed spontaneity meant honesty. For me, spontaneity means confusion. My thoughts come out as a cacophony of noise that needs an editing hand to orchestrate the symphony. I do need to see them develop on the page, and rearrange them into order. His work arrived in thunderclaps. I suspect that the volatility in his personal life was a means to edit his thoughts.</p>
<p>Jack shook the world because his time demanded it. His writing challenged people to see differently. Without him, we might still be stuck in a “Ward and June Cleaver” mindset. He and the other bohemians of his era opened the door that led to the free‑spirited sixties. I am sure the publishing world did not know what to do with Jack and his novel on a roll of paper. Thankfully, one (Viking Press) finally took a chance on the unconventional work. In a sense, it changed everything. He caused an avalanche of change. It came fast and hard. The beatnik bohemians moved mountains because they had to.</p>
<p>As a poet, I look for the smaller patches of snow high on the mountain to move—the ones that take effort to reach. My mind is more singular. My poetry is about the smaller things in life. I try to see the world in a single snowflake. Jack saw a world full of complexities and pushed to break them into pieces. Both views are true, but neither is the whole truth. That requires more than any one—or two—creators can offer, even ones as gifted as Jack.</p>
<p>When I began writing, Jack’s work and his life had ended. The 60s gave way to the 70s, the 80s. Beatniks became hippies, then bankers. Most were fair-weather bohemians at best anyway. I felt as out of the mainstream as Jack must have when he started writing, but I had his gift to fall back on—his writing. I knew if I chose to be free and learn what I felt, and write it, I too could make a difference, just at a smaller level. The generations that followed became the content creators that skip across the pond. No time to digest, reflect, or develop original thoughts. Andy Warhol famously said, “In the future, everyone will be world‑famous for fifteen minutes.” He had no way of knowing even that would be too long.</p>
<p>I’ve tried not to edit this with a heavy hand, my nod to Jack. Please forgive any meandering in that spirit. What I really wanted to present is the world needs to change, to always change. Bohemians understand that. Sometimes a lot, sometimes not so much. I came up in the latter and don’t want to change everything in a day; I just hope I started the quiver in the snow.</p>
<p>I’m grateful to Jack for what he did. Without him, Huncke, Carr, Ginsberg, Burroughs, and the rest of the early beatniks, I’m not sure I could live the life I do. I hope, in a small way, I live up to his example. Even if you disagree with his choices, you can’t deny he changed how we see the world. In that way, he will always be a kindred spirit and a mentor.</p>
<p>That’s why I say Jack is a friend.</p>]]></content:encoded>
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