By joeychung ·

Between My Hand and the Desk

We may share the same universe, but not the same world.

Like any other day, I sat down at my desk, ready to begin my work.

My hand rested on the surface. It felt cold, solid, as familiar as ever.

For some reason, I paused.

I have always known that my body and the desk are ultimately made of the same fundamental particles. I also knew that an atom is almost entirely empty space. But I had never truly put those two thoughts together.

If neither the desk nor I are as solid as we seem, then what is it that keeps us apart? Why can’t my hand simply pass through the desk?

I looked down at my hand, then back at the desk. I had always assumed that objects naturally possess clear shapes and clear boundaries. That day, I began to wonder whether many of the things I had always taken for granted were not as simple as they seemed.

I looked around the room.

Then a strange thought came to me.

If a dog, a bee and a fly were all here with me right now, would we really be experiencing the same room?

A dog might not encounter the furniture first. Instead, it would enter a landscape built from scent, where the air is layered with invisible traces left behind by every living thing that has passed through.

A bee would not see the same flowers that I do. Petals that appear plain to me are covered with ultraviolet patterns, revealing patterns that have always existed, but that I have never been able to see.

A fly may not experience movement as I do. What feels like one smooth motion to me could unfold as a series of separate moments, as though time itself moved to a different rhythm.

We stand in the same room. We breathe the same air.

The room has not changed.

Only the eyes looking at it have.

What struck me most was not that different creatures perceive differently. It was the realisation that these realities are not hidden somewhere at the edge of the universe.

I had simply spent my whole life believing that I had already seen everything there was to see.

I looked around the room once more.

Nothing had changed.

Except me.

If even the realities we already know extend far beyond what my senses can perceive, then how much of reality do I actually experience?

We spend so much time searching for the mysteries of the distant universe. Perhaps the first thing we have underestimated is not the universe itself, but the ordinary room standing quietly in front of us. Not because it is small, but because it is far richer and more complex than anything my senses allow me to experience.

I never found an answer.

Instead, I was left with a deep sense of humility.

Since that day, every time I walk into a room, I find myself wondering the same thing.

Is this really all there is to see?

Perhaps I will never know.

But I do know this:

from that day onwards, I could no longer take for granted that I had truly seen everything before my eyes.


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